A childhood of severe illness led me to have many encounters with death. Spending a lot of time in this other worldly experience beyond the veil, gave me access to what I can best describe as pre-consciousness. That is the God-like state we all exist in as soul’s pre-embodiment, and in direct union with God-Source-Consciousness. I began remembering at a very young age, not only who I was as an infinite soul, but who we all were and why we came to this planet and these lives. I began to see the false matrix for what it was, a minefield of lies and manipulation. I also began to see the false matrix manipulate the spiritual community in a desperate attempt to prevent ascension.